maybe honesty really isn't about saying what you feel, but what you think. most people don't say things because they're scared. they don't say them because they feel guilty. i love you, i want you, all very nice summaries, but what lies beneath them?

but unfortunately i think that kind of honesty is misplaced in this world. i like it, it's comforting, but i think it's difficult to handle because our thoughts change so much over the course of our lives. this introduces a lot of uncertainty. should i respond to this thought then, now? or that other one, there?

this was a whole lot of BS, btw. what are feelings except more powerful thoughts?